Ahhhhhhhh.

I feel like Im living in fast forward lately which really isn't that bad.

In the past few weeks I've gotten a LOT done.

-Kicked out of my house for a night, so Josh and I are currently looking for our own place. It had to be done eventually, and that was a little bit of a wake up call for me. I'm currently paying about the same or more than I'd be paying if we rented a small house or apartment.

-Cancelled our Halloween party, moved it to Tal's house. Turned out pretty good from what I hear. I only went for an hourish and didn't even dress up. I was NOT in the mood to party. (Being kicked out was the night before)

-Had an excellent turn out at my Grandma's Halloween Party/Haunted Corn Maze. Pretty fun, and lots of good food. =]

-Working my ass off on school stuff. I have big projects in 2 classes, learning formulas & nesting in another, and overall just trying to do WONDERFUL to end my school career, which will officially be over in SIX SHORT CLASSES (aka 2 quarters, which will be around May).

-Working my ass off at work. I didn't have class last Friday so I even picked up extra hours, go me!

-Reading LOTS of books.

-Yesterday we shampooed our carpet, which was getting prettyyy gross. The people before us had cats and they left that smell. Add in our dogs, the ferrets, the guinea pigs.. it was just like a zoo-ish smell in there. Josh is finishing that up today while Im at work. =]

-Todayyyyy I just got back from the dentist. I went in last week and he decided I needed one of my old fillings taken out and redone, because it was moving everytime I chewed and making me have pain! He told me I have almost perfect teeth (aside from the grinding) and that the last dentist I was at was apparently just trying to make money off of me with all the "issues" they were findiing. I always love hearing that I was getting fucked over. Ehhh.

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Currently a lot is going on, obviously, but oh well I'm livin life and I think that's most important in the long run. Upcoming stuff...

Scheduling classes for next quarter (starts after Christmas). I still have to do my externship, but Im trying to get them to let me just do it for here, because I don't think it's fair for them to make me quit a job I've held for almost 5 years just for a class. We'll see how that goes, I'm still waiting on my answer from the Career Services lady. =]

Next Saturday is my little brother's first MMA fight in Michigan. We're all driving up to see him, of course. I'm excited to see how it's gonna go. A few of his friends fight for this company thing, so that's how he got into it. =]

This week I have a doctor's appointment ($120) and an eye doctor's appointment ($150) ahh sounds like a shit ton of money to stay UNpregnant & not blind. Oh welllll. Reminds me, one of my former good friends just found out she is pregnant. I don't want kids, but she has always HATED kids... I mean, even worse than me. Funny, but kinda scared for the baby. We'll see. She told me I should get pregnant so she doesn't have to do it alone. Are you kidding me?! NO WAY!

I've been Christmas shopping little by little, this week I need to order my mom's present from us kids because it takes up to 6 weeks to come in. Cutting it close after this week, especially with the holiday mailing issues that always seem to come up. Other than her, I have my dad & stepmom, all grandparents, sisters/brother, Josh, and then 5 or 6 gift exchanges among family Christmases.

Wooooo hoo now my mouth is becoming unnumb so I can finally eat lunch. It's only been 2 hours. lol.

Party #1 went off without a hitch.

                          (hahahaha who am I kidding?!)

As a result of Party #1, Party #3 (my house) will be without one of our group members (DJ) because apparently he can't control his anger and he is in love with my bff and since she doesn't return his feelings (his fault, he fucked up), he won't come to my party cuz he doesn't wanna be around her right now. Grrrr to men & their "feelings".

But seriously, the party was AMAZEBALLS. Idk where I came up with that... but it was! I have pictures!!!!! Seriously I remembered to take pix, GO ME! The house was PACKED, our punch was a fucking HIT, everyone got along, the music was wonderful, the blacklight theme was awesome. DJ pulled off a pretty damn good party and I think everyyyone there had fun! =]

Me & my lover... towards the end of the night we look haggard, eh? My false eyelashes were THEEE shit, yes those are little balls on the end of each lash. Uh huh!

This is my best friend... aka Tal... aka Natallia.. aka Queen of Hearts... lookin beautiful & Shariece, a girl I barely know, is the maid.

Queen of Hearts, Mad Hatter, Alice, Cheshire Cat, the girls of our group. Natallia, me, Savannah (my beautiful little sister) and Laura.. =]

Part of Josh, me, Theo, Shelly.

Blurry pic of DJ our host... the blacklights made most pictures pretty blurry. He was juggling 2 light up balls... And he was the King of Hearts...

Yes, my mom has me posing in our in the works being remodeled bathroom... Im holding deodorant and posing seductively. Please pay no attention to that armpit fatroll. I HATE THAT I always have it even if Im skinny. Wtf?! By the way, Im the Mad Hatter if you can't tell...

Me & my lover (the white rabbit, duhhh) ... Again my mom is making us pose, so don't mind the unhappy looks on our faces.

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For the rest of this week, I will be running around doing things like a chicken with my head cut off. Since my grandma rescheduled her party to this coming Saturday and that's when mine is too, I have to do baked goods for her party and mine, not to mention completely decorating my basement for my party, working on food, getting wood for the fire, raking the backyard, cleaning up the garage so there's some room in there.. a lot of people can't make it, but that's okay I think we'll have fun without them. lol. We're all wearing our same costumes, so I'll be freezin my balls out if we actually have a fire & whatnot. If not too many people show up Im guessing we'll be hangin out inside, no skin off my back though.

Among all that party preparation crap, I had class last night, which NO ONE except me, the teacher & one other guy showed up for last week... so low & behold last night EVERYONE was asking 100000 questions. Hmm maybe show up for class and you won't be so lost. I didn't get out of there til 9, granted it's a 5:30-10 class but I haven't been in there past 7:45 one time since the quarter started. Next week we have a test and then can leave, and I'm always first done so that's a plus. =]

My last mouse died this morning (finally) I was starting to feel bad for him, he's been alone for about a month now... he was laying in the middle of the cage on his back with his feet up in the air. Poor little guy. =[ So I have to clean out that cage, and clean the guinea pigs cage out. Now that I have 3 in there instead of 2 it gets dirty a LOT quicker. Have about 6 loads of laundry to put away between me & Josh.. that's becoming a BAD habit because I have soooo many clothes I just let them pile up... I never really run out of anything to wear except underwear & bras. Which means SHOPPING for underwear & bras SOON! Somehow in the past week 3 of my good bras broke... so I'm down to like 2 bras that are still comfy and work right. =[

Then I'm going to Tal's with Josh, so I can take a REAL shower... it's been baths for about a week and I literally HATE baths.. I mean, they're comfy, but I feel like I'm not getting clean and the bathroom is not getting done at all right now because too much other shit is going on. My mom's got it all primed, except she has to disconnect the toilet and vanity to do behind those... painting will come next, and we have the flooring, it just needs to be installed. Soon our bathroom will be beauuutiful. =]

Okay I just got facebook finally after everyyyyyone (including both my parents AND my nana) have it... so I got it and becoming slightly addicted to Farmville, so I'm off to work on my farm. Search for me. Haley Frank. =] Byeeee bitchesss.

"She said I love the way you move
I love the way you rock
Bah bah
Ramona please step back
Now she's my Ruca
I'm barely waiting for my heina.
She moved from Long Beach down to LA
Right now she's selling oranges by the freeway
I wanna know
Ramona am I the only one tell me
And she said you're not the only one
But you're the best Bradley
Bah bah"

My 2 girls.

Izzy & Ruca

ps] you fucking creeper. stop creeping my shit. i know it's you. and it creeps me out. we haven't talked in what... over 4 years, almost 5, and you still can't get me out of your head!? get some fucking help you psychotic bitch.

Okay so here's a summary so you can stop stalking my shit. I have a boyfriend. I have amazing friends. I lost my dad on September 29, 2008 and yes, I am very fucked up from it. It's not a good feeling having someone that's been in your heart and home every single day ripped from you unexpectedly. I still harbor bad feelings towards you because you are really mentally ill. Sadly, it seems you still haven't gotten any help. Especially since you "love it" that you creep me out. You love being a fuckin psycho stalker. I dont care about you or your life. I dont make time to read your xanga. I happened to notice your footprints (AGAIN) today and went to your page to see "lol i love it" Youre a fucking loser. I am glad that I am happy in my life enough to have things to write about. Im glad that I have real emotions and a real life to live. I'm just concerned with the fact that after all this time, you still have to read everything I write. It creeps me out. You're a creep. If you don't remember the last night we were ever friends, I'll lay it out for you. You lied to me about Nick Henry. You lied to Nick Henry about me. All cuz you were in love with him. You brought me to a party then cut yourself in the bathroom, and told Corey Salts it was cuz of me. So he came and screamed in my face about it. It was never my problem how fucked up in the head you are. That is probably your parents fault or something, I guess. You turned a LOT of people against me over nothing. That night I found out how truly nuts you were. And ever since then I've known. You are an ugly ugly person and not because of your outside looks, I'm talking about your head... it's scary and it's sad and you should really probably get help. I've been through a lot and I know Im fucked up in the head, but I could never bring myself to be a stalker. And that's really what you've been all along. You became my friend because I was talking to Nick. You were obsessed with him the entire time I knew you. You brought me into a circle of people and then tore me down in front of them and put me through a lot of bullshit, all because you were in love with him. And who knows what he told you, but he always told everyone else he thought you were weird. So maybe that's part of it. But that is what started our friendship, your creepy obsession, and that's also what ended it. So I don't know what your sick obsession with me is, but I have nothing to do any of those people anymore, I have all new people in my life, so leave me the fuck alone. Go stalk Nick and do what you wanna do cuz Im sure youre still obsessed, but leave me the fuck alone. Call me names, do whatever, but don't just silently stalk me, cuz honestly it scares me, maks me creeped out. So just fucking stop or say something. You crazy fucking bitch.